It has been quite a long time that i did not update my blog. No why, just because i had fallen into a contradiction manual, until i refused to say anything.
After a long consideration, i make a decision for myself finally.
Although i do not know what is the best for me, but for the time being, i believe this is the right decision for myself.
A bite sad right now but as long as i know what i am doing and clear on the support from all my friends. i think it is worth to do so.
To be continued.................